Carolina Dieckmann 45, used social media this Thursday (6) to talk about how much he misses his mother, Maíra what he died in 2019 after a sudden illness . The date also marks the matriarch’s birthday, who would have turned 73 years old.
To honor her, the actress shared a long reflective message that accompanied a carousel of photos.
“You know what I wanted? A new photo of my mother… Today, on her birthday, have you thought about it? I think the feeling that she walked around here without me seeing would treat me…”, she began.
Afterwards, Carolina said that the lack of new things increases the nostalgia. “How would she be? What would we do today since her favorite restaurant no longer exists? The things she liked, when they also disappear, increase the longing,” she continued.
“Death does not happen alone, other things die along the way and the impossibility of living new lives with those who have passed away leaves an ever-increasing trail of life with this lack. The longer I live without her, the more my longing increases,” he said.
The actress, however, pointed out that it was not a story of sadness. “Pain today is a familiar companion, which no longer despairs or scares me. Sometimes she bursts into tears, but that always eases her. Sometimes she stays quiet, just saying that she exists and that’s okay. The pain doesn’t go away, but it doesn’t increase either. What really increases is the longing,” she wrote.
“Mom, I wish I could have seen you because seeing you is so comforting. Mom, I wanted to hug you, even if I couldn’t open my eyes. Mother who wanted anything, even a dream. Oh, if I could boss him around… But things aren’t the way I want them, and maybe they’re not the way you want them either. We really wanted to be together, I know. And, somehow, I know we are”, he declared.
“I’m going to sing happy birthday without the sound, because I know you’ll hear it right here. And here I will say once again that I love you, because each one you read here will make you stronger. And I even believe that it gets so loud that you can hear it in the sky! A kiss, mom… In fact, lots of them!”, concluded Dieckmann.
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